Lately I have been allowing people to disrupt my soul, my inner peace. Battling with trying to refrain from stepping outside of myself, But as I realized once before, people only have as much control over you as you allow.
It seems as though when you are trying to better yourself, inside and out the world attacks you just to bring you back from where you came. Situations arise, things begin to be said, all resulting in a negative atmosphere trying to consume you.
As a woman trying to grow closer to God, and practice mindfulness, I have to take a step back and analyse the things going on around me. Re evaluating who I am choosing to let inside my world vs who I will gladly dismiss on the count of the bad “ju ju” they bring about.
My peace is worth so much more to me than the mere ignorance of others.
I will not allow anyone to disrupt my soul
I am taking my power back and dismissing all bad ju ju from my presence, whether in the physical or the virtual form, it is no longer welcome in my space.
We have to take back control and speak over ourselves in order to manifest the unimaginable and the unattainable.
I can do everything through Him who gives me strength -(philippians 4:13)
Ask, and it will be given – (John 15:7)
Trapped in 2 worlds. An entry to both sides with only 1 that plans out. Door number one is all about what’s meant to be, having a family, but crossing out me. Me is who I can’t seem to find. Being trapped behind door number 2 not sure if this is what I’m supposed to be going through. Lost split into 2, reaching for an answer in order to find you. Who is you? You is me, a part of me that only myself can see. A rampage beginning fighting to fit in, fit in where it all began. Who am I? I am me. Me sending out a plea, god please I beg of thee. Free me from you and you of me, to be united as one for eternity. Locking 1 door and throwing away the key in order to free me so I can be who I need to be. Will this answer all my questions, clash between all my confusion? I am no longer trapped, I am clear to see, see that it’s not you, it’s only me. Me to be free, free of thee. That way I can be all that is me.