Lately I have been allowing people to disrupt my soul, my inner peace. Battling with trying to refrain from stepping outside of myself, But as I realized once before, people only have as much control over you as you allow.
It seems as though when you are trying to better yourself, inside and out the world attacks you just to bring you back from where you came. Situations arise, things begin to be said, all resulting in a negative atmosphere trying to consume you.
As a woman trying to grow closer to God, and practice mindfulness, I have to take a step back and analyse the things going on around me. Re evaluating who I am choosing to let inside my world vs who I will gladly dismiss on the count of the bad “ju ju” they bring about.
My peace is worth so much more to me than the mere ignorance of others.
I will not allow anyone to disrupt my soul
I am taking my power back and dismissing all bad ju ju from my presence, whether in the physical or the virtual form, it is no longer welcome in my space.
We have to take back control and speak over ourselves in order to manifest the unimaginable and the unattainable.
I can do everything through Him who gives me strength -(philippians 4:13)
Ask, and it will be given – (John 15:7)
The worst type of crying is the silent one they say… The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breath anymore.