You begin Sulking into darkness that drags you from the light, pulling everything out of your sight.
Nothing surrounds you but your thoughts and pain…. Holding on to your chest .. Trying to regain.. the strength from within but you can’t seem to hold it tight , slipping from your grip falling back into that pit of overwhelming bliss of all that you’ve tried to dismiss.
The worst type of crying is the silent one they say… The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can’t breath anymore.
So you tilt your head back to avoid the tears from spilling. And take a deep breath and trying to regain.. Shedding a little light to heal the unwanted pain.
Times can be hard but I know you can be strong. Stop dwelling in the past of all that went wrong.
Stress leads to depression,
Depression leads to pain
Pain that is hard to attain.
Start with loving yourself and just being happy with you, having strength and courage to achieve and make it through. ……
God is your light , let him shine through. Stop letting the devil step in shedding darkness to consume you.
Be happy with what you have now and stop letting a cycle of insecurity, stress, and diffidence control you.
One day at a time, step by step… You will make it thorough. Erase and replace